Be Happy!

I've already lost the will to live once

And for a long time I couldn't forgive me

In other words I lost the biggest battle

And since I'd already lost, There's no me to care about

So what is a loser still doing here?

What's my purpose?

To avoid everybody else's pain

To help everyone else win

That was the best answer I could find at that moment

But that's impossible.

They want the same for you as well

They want you to be happy

Then I got stuck in this question:

"How can someone who already lost win?"

I thank my mother for supporting me that time

Giving me this second chance

And only now I truly decided to accept it

That's why

For the ones whom despite all my pushing

Still worries about me

I beg you to forgive me

Being so selfish and not letting you help me as well